♥ Genevieve White a.k.a xiiaobao

2012-02-14T16:02:00.001+08:00

I HATE IT. I hate it. :( . Although I got into Accounting course, but I not that happy. I scare I can't make it for the course. My mood damn bad until I scolded people and now I just said "Bye" to him.

2012-02-14T10:59:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentines' Day

PEOPLE.

Those couples must enjoy your day today alright! Those just broke up with you boyfriend not long ago, don't sad. Be happy that you are singles. Find a new one soon and spend the days with you. Those who are like me, unattached. Don't be sad too! Spend the times with you drama, work, school, family, etc. Have a good day ahead!

#foreveralone

WATCH THIS VIDEO I FOUND IN YOUTUBE.

↓ ↓ ↓ ↓

Anyway, happy v-day and happy 10th monniversary to you, les partner! ♥♥♥ We got into the same course and now we going to pray hard to get into the same class with your sweetie, amy, rocky, shauna and me! Even if we are not in the same class, we can help each other in our studies still. All the best!!

P.S. I Love You!

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

Showing some overdue photos.

2012-02-13T21:57:00.002+08:00

I helped dad the second time.

I have iPhone too. Kidding. Just an iPhone lock application. Cool isn't it?

Saw the "Inbox"? It's 1234.

Pikachu wallpaper for my phone.

My phone lockscreen picture.

Idiot right. Give me vulgarities and tell me to kiss the screen.

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

2012-02-13T21:41:00.001+08:00

Who knows the answer for this. I still guessing........

2012-02-13T21:22:00.001+08:00

I cry because there are too much reasons for me to cry. When you are crying for a single reason, more reasons will come into your head and lead you to cry even more. But I want to say, I never cry. I cry when I really can't take it. I won't cry things which is not worth it.

I like people who paid attention to what I said and do not needs me to repeat one more time. Who don't like it right. If someone you think it's worth to share, you would want him or her to pay attention to what you are saying. If you never listen, I won't mind. But please give me some reaction.

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

2012-02-13T17:35:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HELL. I'M SO STUPID. DAMN STUPID. DAMN!!!!

I can't take it already. I don't want to think about it now. Gonna chill. How can this happen. Really don't understand at all. Seriously...

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

2012-02-13T16:43:00.001+08:00

Pikachu are so adorable! oh my gosh. no wonder I love pikachu. :x . hehehe.

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

2012-02-13T15:22:00.001+08:00

This is still a touching song.

2012-02-13T14:24:00.001+08:00

You won't know what will happen tomorrow. So, live happily.

I want to live happily too. But sometime it's really difficult. But I will try my best to do it. Today is Monday again and it's a new start of the week. I wasted my morning because I love to stay inside my dream. Guess what. I dream until something which I can't believe why I dream of him.. my e-x. What the hell?? But had a good time together with others of my friends I made last year. Actually the dream goes like this.. we were celebrating my deardear birthday at a place. They were holding some event. Then he came over and joined us, which it is impossible. I don't know why! Forget it.

These quotes are good. I would like to share it with my readers. :)

We make mistakes. We tell lies. We did bad things. We give up. We...we...we... STOP. Don't be sad if you make mistakes, told lies, did bad things and feel like giving up. You still have tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and the future. Why not stop wasting time thinking the past you done and wake up? "Tomorrow is a day with no mistakes in it yet." Mend it. Try it again. All the best people!

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

Sorry for the belated post.

2012-02-13T14:12:00.003+08:00

Happy belated birthday to you.

Time passes very fast. Today is the 13th. I didn't know it pass so fast that I can't recall what I did last few weeks ago. GGBFF, please change. Don't be so naughty. Although, you didn't make it for your studies but don't be sad. Cheer up and be strong to face the reality. Continue your studies and don't give up... If you give up, you will regret for sure. Trust me. Good luck. :)

2012-02-12T21:58:00.001+08:00

Sigh. By helping people and cheering people up... Me, myself can't cheer myself up. I went to look through don't past thing. I am so stupid enough to write down those thing. Well, I will cheer myself up. Even if I can't, I won't give up. I must walk out this path. Give me support, alright.

Laopo, here's a tweety bird picture. Although it's not a cute expression. If I find a cuter one, I will sure post it. Alright? :)

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

2012-02-12T17:44:00.001+08:00

"Pain from hardwork is temporary. Quitting lasts forever."

Lance Armstrong

That's the quote Mr Pek gave me. He gave each of our classmate a quote together with his published book last year. He's a great teacher who accept who we are, tolerate our attitudes, noise and have a good temper. But he have his limits and patience too. Wonder how's his life now.

Sometimes, the best way to stay close to someone you love is

by being just friend.

Yes, exactly. So there won't be any reasons to let us become enemy. Unless your friend betrayed you and have no right to be your friend anymore. Friend should always stay by your side whenever you needs them. Listen all your stories and accept you.

Yes. This is definitely the right way to do if you want to let go of the things that make us feel sad. It's not worth to cry over guys that treat you badly. We should face the reality and be strong enough to stand up. Try not to think about the past.
I'll try.

Apologies don't fix broken hearts. Once the heart had been broken into pieces, it will no longer be the same anymore. Some mistakes or situation happen which are not that bad can be apologize and let it go. Such as accidentally mistook people things and return it straight away when you realise.

Agree with this. It's really difficult to be strong if you are the one who is feeling broken.

Disgrace. This is such a terrible story to some girls out there being treated like this.

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

2012-02-11T23:06:00.004+08:00

I wish I am rich enough so that if I have my own room, I will buy all these files and put it in my shelves. I wonder when could it be. I just love it please. These colours are so beautiful! But do not have so much papers to keep I guess.

Bought this two storybooks. Find it good to read so I bought it. Although it is expensive but then my mum said can buy it so I buy it. I really wish I can have lots of money so I could buy down what I want.

Stickerrrrrrrrrrrs! Yes. Tiger and I don't know what another one is ha-ha. I don't know why either. :x .Really love stickers. Who cares. I like it so don't need to bother what people out there say. But I don't know what can I use for.

#edited

Anyway, sharing partner, have a safe trip to Genting Highland later on. :) . Don't be bored. Take care and enjoy.

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

2012-02-11T16:50:00.002+08:00

That's great! No need for a date. What if it is doomsday? Let's see... 21 - 12 - 12 = -3 . Oh, doomsday came late. So don't need worry about it already.

Ha-ha. That's funny.. I am so emo too. Sometime I guess. Don't know why. Just so emo. Hehe.. Ponzi images are so cute.

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

Random again.

2012-02-11T15:20:00.002+08:00

Once again, hello! Sorry. I have so much time to waste and I don't know what to do. Therefore, I came to blog again! I have 4 watches but I prefer to wear the third watch. Because it's simple and it is white in colour. Second photo is the third "box" I have. This is the container which contain stuffs like, notebook, wallets, stationery, stickers, and medicated oil, etc. This container is located at my desktop and laptop table near my side table with drawers and more. I love to arrange. But sometime, I don't know how to arrange it. Ha-ha.

Me and my brother. My brother took himself during his CCA time. Can imagine how boring he is.

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

2012-02-11T12:21:00.001+08:00

It's pretty funny if you think that the guy likes you because he treat you nicely. Well, I don't think that way. Yesterday, someone treated my like a rubbish bin. I hate people who treat me in this way. It makes me think that, I am so terrible. Only can take things from people when the people got reject from buying things to another person. I hate those people a lot. Can they freaking get out of my life. They were so irritating please. No offence. People tend to use me when some situation takes place. The moment after I helped people, I realised I was wrong to help them. They were using me.

世界上最动人的情话，不是“我爱你”，而是在我需要的时候，你说
“ I’ll be there ” .

"ZOO" still left me a big bad memories. When I got scolded with so much vulgarities and left me crying all alone in one corner as I couldn't let my family members know about it. I really hate people that misunderstand me and gave me a big scolding. [ for you own information: not my parents that scolded me. ] What for to take those blames or anything where I didn't even did anything wrong? I am human. I have feelings and emotions too. Seriously, I am fuming that time carried with sadness. I wish that I could really forgot all those bad memories. Stop those bad memories leaving in my head. I do not want those memories. I want to start afresh.

So, just stop being angry for those people who doesn't treat you as what they were saying, like "best friend".

In some other word. Their "best friend" meant just for a word. Not for real. Open your eyes big enough to choose a real best friend.

Sometime, I would rather say "I'm Fine." Although, I might not be fine but it will make me calm down and stop those repeating images in my head.

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

2012-02-10T13:37:00.002+08:00

Is that real that when someone appears in my dreams, it's because that person misses me? I don't think so. Anyway, yesterday I dreamt a lot again. Those dreams were so untrue though. But it was so awesome. There's one dream is somehow like a fairy tales. Yes. Fairy tales only appears in my dreams. Isn't it awesome? I guess, in reality, there're no fairy tales. I saw butterflies in my dream. They appear to be so magical. It have shapes in their wings and they are in black in colour. Their movements were so fast that you can't get to capture them using a good camera. Another dream not a fairy tales dream but the dream I dreamt was at Egypt. But this dream like I am watching movie. There's subtitle in that dream too.

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

2012-02-09T20:38:00.005+08:00

Yes, it pretty scary when I saw this word. Sometime it's not remembering the bad thing. But scare there's important stuffs which I forgot to do or some other things. Well, today went to 8 hundred plus with my laopo and when we went to big bookshop, I saw a lot of storybooks which I would like to buy. But it cost $12.90 for each storybook. Should I buy? Maybe I should buy. As I really wanted to get that book! Love to read but I hate to search for books. :x . Alright. Got to end this post.

STAY TUNE TO MY NEXT POST.

It takes time.

2012-02-09T11:45:00.002+08:00

Well, basically. I am wondering and thinking. Is true friendship still existing? I guess there is. But see where it landed to the someone you are friends with. Thinking back, and counting how many years I had be friend with a girl, call Jacqueline. Now, we no longer use to be as close as before. We no longer keep hanging out together like before. No longer spamming photos anymore. To be honest, I hate you. I hate you for being so different as last time. I hate you for neglecting other feeling. Well, I understand. You have boyfriend. You do not want this to happen in this way too, right? Maybe, yes. You hate me too. Because my replies changed. Replying your message so short, that you need to find topic and continue the conversation with me. Hate me because my attitudes towards you, no longer the same anymore, I guess. I'm sorry then. But I really can't find back what no longer link me and you to be as close as last time anymore. It's true that, if one has a boyfriend and the next thing happening will ruin friendship. This probably my guessing that you aren't the Jacqueline I knew. I love getting back to 2007, whereby each of us were paying attention to one another. Maybe that's because we are in the same class. Although that year, happened a lot of things like quarrelling and things that a bit childish act between us like not contacting or whatsoever because of someone or anyone that talk bad about us. But still, we get back along well. Back to 2010, which is the year that a lot things changed. Although we were in the different class. That year, our wish is to be in the same class in 2011. That year, we had a nightmare which I won't be talking about. That year, we created dance steps together using the song "Auburn - La", remember? Those memories repeating in my mind ever since we met each other in school last year in 2011, without a lot of chats and heart to heart talk. Each of us were trying our best to continue this friendship and if one of us fail staying contact, we were no longer friends anymore. Last week, I view the photos that made to a disc. Those photos bring back memories that I will never forget. I guess our character had changed too. We made new friends and you hang out with yours and I hang out with mine. Until this one event, which is my deardear's birthday. Brought us together one again to plan and do things that we can finally do together. I hope Feb 17th will be a fun time.

PS. Love you, laopo.

#edited.

Good that today we did spam a lot photos. Cam-whore time it's back. Soon, there will be more photos I guess. :) . Stay tune to the next post!

2012-02-08T19:48:00.002+08:00

HDB HDB HDB...

2012-02-08T18:27:00.002+08:00

"Drama, movie, drama, eat, games, write, message, bath, tv, sleep."

What a boring life...

Les partner, see how cute it is..

just random.

2012-02-04T16:27:00.000+08:00

What should I do?

When I let you go one step further, my eyes overflow with tears

When you walk away one step further, more tears are falling

As you move away to a place where I can’t reach you,

even if I reach out my hand

I can’t catch you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving

What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me

I love you, I love you, I cry out to you

But you can’t hear me, because I am only shouting in my heart

All day long I try to forget you, but I think of you again

All day long I try to say goodbye, but I think of you

Although you went to a place where I can’t hold you,

even if my hand reaches out for you

I can’t find you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do? I can only see you

What should I do? What should I do? I love you only

I am sorry, I am sorry, can you hear me?

Please come back to me, if it’s not you, I can’t go on

What should I do? What should I do? I only have you

What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving

What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me alone

I love you, I love you, I cry out to you

But you can’t hear me because I am only shouting in my heart..

Without a words...

I shouldn’t have done that,

I should have pretended not to know

like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it

I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away..

I should have pretended I wasn’t listening

like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it

I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place

Without a word, you made me know what love is

Without a word, you gave me your love

Made me fill myself with your every breath

Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me

Without a word, love abandons me

Wondering what to say next

My lips were surprised

It came without a word

Why does it hurt so much?

Why does it hurt continuously?

Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore

otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before

Without a word, you made me know what love is

Without a word, you gave me your love

Made me fill myself with your every breath

Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me

Without a word, love abandons me

Wondering what to say next

My lips were surprised

Without a word, tears starts falling down..

Without a word, my heart is broken..

Without a word, I waited for love..

Without a word, love hurts me..

I'll forget you!

I will forget you

Starting today

I don’t know you

I have never seen you

We never even walked pass each other

I’m okay. I forgot everything

I'm happy with my busy life

I’ve met a great person too

Love is always like this

It fades away after some time

Can’t even remember it, Oh

When love goes away

Another love comes again

It definitely will

Even if it hurts now

it will heal a little later

It will forget

I will too

It’s not difficult

I will forget everything after today.

I’m just getting used to my changed life

Oh~ No.

Love is always like this

It fades away after some time.

Can’t even remember it

Yes~

When love goes away

Another love comes again

It definitely will

Even if it hurts now, it will heal a little later.

It will forget

I will too

I will erase everything

I definitely will

When love goes away

Another love comes again

It definitely will

Even if tears fall now

I will smile a little later

I will (now) forget you (now)

Just like a wound heals

I will. I will. I will forget you

Teardrops in the Rain

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain

Teardrops in the rain

I wish upon a star, I wonder where you are

I wish you're coming back to me again

And everything's the same like it used to be

I see the days go by and still I wonder why

I wonder why it has to be this way

Why can't I have you here just like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose

How can I find a way to go on ?

I don't know if I can go on without you oh

Even if my heart's still beating just for you

I really know you are not feeling like I do

And even if the sun is shining over me

How come I still freeze ?

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain

I shed teardrops in the rain

I wish that I could fly, I wonder what you say

I wish you're flying back to me again

Hope everything's the same like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose

How can I find a way to go on

I don't know if I can go on without you, without you

Even if my heart's still beating just for you

I really know you are not feeling like I do

And even if the sun is shining over me

How come I still freeze ?

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain

I shed teardrops in the rain

Oh... I shed teardrops in the rain

Oh... Hey... Teardrops in the rain

Even if my heart's still beating just for you

I really know you are not feeling like I do

And even if the sun is shining over me

How come I still freeze ?

No one ever sees (no one) no one feels the pain (no one)

I shed teardrops in the rain

Teardrops in the rain

Teardrops in the rain...

th-songs

2012-02-03T21:49:00.004+08:00

such an adorable kitten isn't it? :)

2012-02-03T15:16:00.003+08:00

Sentosa Flower Festival 2012 photos .

First day of February

2012-02-01T17:00:00.001+08:00

. : : 30th January : : .

Went out with les partner, deardear and Amy. Trying to cheer Amy up as she was terribly sad after something happen. Hope she will be happy soon and let go of the past. Take it as a experience. We went to school to buy graduation attire and head to Tampines One, Kopitiam to eat. Then after that had heart to heart talk. Then also head to take neoprints as you can see at the top.

. : : 31st January : : .

Went out with deardear to catch up a movie, "We not Naughty" at golden village as we using the voucher because it was the last day already. Before movie, we went to had lunch at Ajisen. I don't know how spell. After movie, met laopo outside then went to Pasir Ris together to White Sands, "HaiPai" to find Amy. After that go back Tampines then "home".

2012-01-29T14:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to Sentosa Flower Festival. Before going there, went to see show flats. Around 4 plus then head to Harbourfront and go to Sentosa using the Sentosa Broadwalk. From Vivo City walk till near palawan beach. Tired to the max. Sudden no mood also at there. I keep having a huge headache. It won't stop. Hope I will feel better soon!

*A quotes to my sharing partner.*

2012-01-27T16:52:00.003+08:00

I don't know why. But flashbacks keep on appearing.

Second day of CNY

2012-01-25T14:32:00.003+08:00

Yesterday at my aunt's house quite boring. But is better than the past few days I guess. I get to chat with my aunts and joke around. I get to carry baby too. But I'm terrible scare of babies. As they move suddenly, I'll get shock. :x . Well, that's me. Ha-ha.

Baby Derek.

HAPPY DRAGON YEAR.

2012-01-24T13:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year people. Have a good time with you family, relatives, cousins and friends!

Well, though I not having a good times. But then, it's alright. Care to share with me your days during CNY?

What I wore on first day of Chinese New Year.

I will post most of the photos soon. As I am so lazy to on my laptop!!!

. : : ADDED : : .

Sadsad.

2012-01-21T23:44:00.001+08:00

Bought bag today. Mood went better anyway. Hope my mood will be better and better. I don't want to went back worst again. Please.

我不知道什么是快乐了...

2012-01-21T14:17:00.006+08:00

So, may I know what is happy? I guess faking a smile is all I can do now. I can't be happy anymore. Even if I smile, laugh, giggle, I will still be me. Unhappy me. I promise you readers, that I will try to find my happy soon.

I need a happy pill.

If I have a happy pill,

I will still unhappy, right?

It's a nice songs.

2012-01-20T20:35:00.003+08:00

IDIOT. CAN I JUST SHOUT AT YOU ALL NOT. I REALLY SERIOUSLY DAMN ANGRY NOW. I WANT STOP EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING NOW. CHINESE NEW YEAR I WILL JUST STAY AT HOME, OKAY. I DON'T WANT GO OUT ALREADY. SERIOUSLY DAMN FED UP NOW. CHOOSE HAPPY AND SAD. I WANT TO BE HAPPY OF COURSE. BUT I CAN'T!!! SORRY PEOPLE IF I MAKE YOU ALL UNHAPPY WITH ME. I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF. CAN'T!!!!!!! FORGET ABOUT WHERE I WANT TO GO ALREADY. DAMN.

2012-01-20T15:37:00.000+08:00

I want go River Hongbao 2012 and Sentosa Flower Festival 2012.

Songs ♥

2012-01-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

Don't try to irritate me.

2012-01-19T10:59:00.007+08:00

*ignore the picture which I posted before.*

Well, my title tells the main topic. This few days, there's a lot people irritates me. I couldn't explain. But it's like I already told them very clearly and they still don't get what I mean. One by one. Text me and say stuffs which I can't tolerate it. Maybe I'm no mood and will get frustrated and get irritated easily. Maybe no? I don't know. I don't want to care anymore, okay. Up to you all. I have my limit too. You didn't even notice that my replies sudden change. Like 360degrees. You won't know, right. That's all I want to say. I don't give a damn at all anyway. What you said, it's not my business. I won't waste my time on you anyway.

Chinese New Year is around the corner. But why isn't there any CNY atmosphere?

Songs ♥

2012-01-18T19:43:00.003+08:00

Found two songs. First song, was found while playing DD Tank game on Facebook.

Someone was too lazy already, tsktsk. Need me to post here. But also can share at here. :)

It's a gorgeous and beautiful song! ♥

2012-01-15T15:23:00.004+08:00

PIKACHUUUUUUUUUUU-HEHE

Chinese New Year soon. I didn't really look forward to CNY. As it will be the same as normal day~ Not like the past few years back, went to a lot a lot places. This year not going a lot places anymore either. It's just a normal day. Okay la, will be visiting few relatives houses uh.

Anyway, Happy 5th Month anniversary to you, deardear! :D

2012-01-15T00:01:00.002+08:00

Parents' 18th Wedding Anniversary

HAPPY 18TH ANNIVERSARY TO YOU PARENTS!!!

12AM NOW. :D

2012-01-14T13:34:00.003+08:00

My brother and I when we young.

This is how I look like when I'm young. :D . lol .

---------------------------- Edited -----------------------------

Les Partner :

Hey, anyway, happy 9th month anniversary to you too! <3

Just now this post is before going out. That's why I rushing. Can't post too much!
Haha. Goodnight :D

2012-01-13T14:12:00.001+08:00

Yesterday dream so many. Till I sian only. And also dreamt until my grade get till very jialat. Then super pekchek.. Just a dream. I hope.

2012-01-11T16:44:00.000+08:00

2012-01-11T15:24:00.003+08:00

my leg hurts! argh. having my lunch now while blogging using phone. i feel so sorry..

deardear, sorry. i do not mean to change my decision for not going on Friday. i need to accompany mum go 800+ and dad working half day on that day which I knew it just yesterday. i know you don't like people put areoplane.

2012-01-10T12:53:00.002+08:00

I want, but I can't. How? Please... I wish that I am brave enough, seriously. I want to try working but I have no courage at all. It's like I damn scare... I scare a lot of things. I not like others, I not like my family member at all. Can I just bang the wall please!!! What the hell. I am so stress and keep blaming myself. Control not to cry but I just can't help.

Teach me.

2012-01-08T14:47:00.004+08:00

I am too tired. while crying, i keep remind myself to smile. but it's really hard. to me, i felt like i am crazy. trying to smile while crying and yet, fail. yesterday, closed myself in the bathroom for an hour plus, on cold water and start crying and hurting myself. i know that i shouldn't do that but i can't control. seriously, can i just disappear in this life...
5th blood test will be on feb 22-23. i hope it will be normal and don't go worst. if not, i really don't know how to continue my life already.
what for to have those family outing and wanna make me have fun which i'm not? if you all can just stop irritates me and stop quarrelling, i will be the most happy girl in the world. i do not need fake stuffs and lies.
2012, my first post of sad stuffs huh? sigh. i pray and wish that no more second post like this. wish me good luck.
tomorrow is 9 Jan. got to apply for higher nitec course. pray hard that i will get into accounting course and i will try my best to finish the course. make me happy please.

2012-01-03T17:32:00.004+08:00

Had blood test again. Hope the report will be fine. I really want to go back school asap. Miss the time in school. But don't like to study, study and study as it make me feel damn stress. I dream until school. But that dream inside look like at in other school. Made new friends over there. Just wish that next year will be a smooth year to me. :) . Smile more!

Yes. I should just smile. Smile and all the unhappiness will be gone ya? Happy or Sad also a day.

2012-01-03T16:50:00.001+08:00

2012-01-03T16:42:00.000+08:00

2011-12-31T19:22:00.001+08:00

WOW. I die so soon. I really scare about this year. What if I didn't get into the same class with anyone I know? I would be very scare. Rawr. Pray I won't be so lonely then. :)

2011-12-31T19:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2012 SOON.

2011-12-31T19:17:00.002+08:00

26th, went out with my sp, deardear, and her sp.

27th till TODAY, rotting at home. actually, just watch drama and read book. realised my handwriting more and more worst. Why? Because so long didn't write since school ended. Hope to start school soon!

2011-12-23T16:39:00.004+08:00

Day at Jurong Bird Park

Went to Jurong Bird Park yesterday. Can get to have a closer look at all those cute penguins and birds.

Did enjoy but not really enjoying too. I love the waterfall. It's beautiful. Watching how the water falls and listening to the sounds of water flowing.

Walked long journey and now my legs aching. Bought penguins soft toys from the retail shop that cost $49.90 each. So expensive huh. But now only buy one free one. Reasonable price.

2011-12-18T08:47:00.003+08:00

141211

it's les partner 8th month anniversary. omg, so fast 8 month just pass like this. just like this. well. why this year pass so fast? can't even spend more times with my loves one any more. anyway, happy 8th month anniversary to you, my dear les partner. remember not to emo. remember got once, me and your sweetie went to your wall to post we want to emo and you told us if we don't have your permission, we can't. so you also must have our permission okay! take good care of yourself. MEET UP SOON! ♥♥♥

151211

now. what day is that? it's deardear anniversary. just after my les partner anniversary. heh. deardear, happy 3rd month anniversary to you wor! ♥♥♥

went for deardear's outing. chat all along. shall write in point form. :)

went to promenade and head down to mbs, took photos.
head down to nicoll highway to meet my les partner.
she gave me gift but i haven't buy hers yet. sorry. D:
had lunch with her. we ate lor mee.
she treat us sugarcane drink. :)
then went to her dad's office nearby toilet.
dismissed her. hope to meet her soon!
went to dhoby ghuat after that with my deardear.
walk and shop with her.
bought ferrero rocher at there!
after that, train back to Tampines.
she bought koi and we dismissed at Tampines Interchange

Overall, it was a fun day out. :)

2011-12-13T21:27:00.002+08:00

Today went out with laopo. Went to Orchard, Far East Plaza and also Bugis street. Accompanied her walk here and there. She really bought a lot things. I walk until very tired already. Finally now at home and watching drama. Going bath soon and sleep. Otw back, listen songs in mrt and keep laugh. Okay. Got to end here. So damn tired now. Goodnight.

2011-12-11T13:54:00.032+08:00

These are our MEMORIES

8th December, Thursday

12pm meet my laopo at my house downstair. after that head to marina square to meet my deardear and stranger. but we went in to "Hotpot Culture" first and wait for them. after having our lunch, we went to take photos. went to esplanade to take photos as well. we also act a short scene too as we had nothing better to do. went to tampines pasar malam after that and home sweet home. went to dinner with family at nearby coffee shop at a later night. really had fun that day.

2011-12-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

2011-12-06T11:20:00.002+08:00

ahhhh. i shall start typing out my resume. just read my deardear's resume. wow, she had a lot of experience, unlike me. :( . i know i know, i am really not independent enough seriously. sad. i should change my character. but how? nowadays i feel so exhausted and having difficulties in breathing too. it's like something pressing me. that's so suffering. but i believe i won't let this sickness 'da bai' me. i want to go out seriously. oh wait. this thursday i going out. heh. to have steamboat with my lovelys. :) . can't wait!! haha. alright. i shall end my post here. stay tune.

2011-12-04T21:17:00.003+08:00

Hurt.

2011-12-04T13:31:00.002+08:00

Had been dreaming the same thing again. lift lift lift. very scary. :( . just scare that next time i won't dare to take the lift alone. listening songs now and going back to my drama world. although i re-watch those drama, but at least i have things to do right? alright. goodbye.

2011-12-03T16:17:00.000+08:00

how cute.

2011-12-03T13:32:00.004+08:00

it's easy to cheer people up, but it's not easy to cheer yourself up.

2011-12-03T13:15:00.002+08:00

Sometime, I really do not understand why.

well, holiday seems to be so boring. i can't even go out. dad working and mum was so lazy to bring us out. thinking to hang out with friends or maybe slack at house down stair. but i just felt so no energy. ate a lot medicine till i am so weak. even i lost my appetite. everyday eat so less. not even a meal. had been doing the same things everyday. drama, drama and drama. message, message and message. want to game but nothing to play. i want to find a job but i am too scare of it. i scare to face customers, unfamiliar faces. they are just too scary to me...

2011-12-02T19:17:00.002+08:00

somehow, this sentence came into my mind and I created it when I am listening to songs. just came to share with it.

2011-12-02T12:53:00.001+08:00

Feel so uncomfortable. But still, it will be fine. Gonna drama to stop thinking about it. :)

2011-12-01T18:15:00.002+08:00

"Let down the past and start a brand new life."

I'm so bored can. Today routine: facebook, drama, listen songs, messaging, eat, read idioms, throw unwanted stuffs. Bored like hell. I was planning to do something new. But there's nothing.

2011-11-30T20:09:00.002+08:00

It's 30th November. Exam is officially over now. Went out with my les partner, deardear and stranger right after our briefing of NYAA to watch "Breaking Dawn"! It was alright. I only know I keep talk with my deardear as she sitting beside me. We kept on talk and laugh. Like nobody business. After that went to take photos and home sweet home. Today counted as last day of school already. But I am not happy!!! Will not get to see my love ones le. :( . During the exam month, I was studying and studying like hell. But now? Nothing to do. Maybe next week going to find job with laopo and deardear le uh. Currently messaging with my sp papa and also my great friend. Any drama for me to watch~ I can bored die already uh now. Whatever. I shall face my laptop blankly now. Anyway, Christmas coming!!! Any plan? :)

2011-11-25T13:56:00.002+08:00

I keep myself busy with things to do.
But when I paused,
I still think of you.
Whenever there is no messages from you,
I started to wonder and ask
'why, why and why'.

-- GenWhite --

2011-11-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

I should look at the brighter side... I will try my best not to think too much... TRYTRYTRY......

2011-11-14T19:50:00.004+08:00

I just want people to understand me. That's all.

It been the last second week before exams and school end. I can't imagine the days I will spend next year. I hope I can get to the same class with you, you, you, you and you.
This few days I am stressing about a lot stuffs. Stuffs which can drive me crazy real soon. Although I am happy but I don't think I am really happy. I just hope, just hope, I can smile and wash away those unhappy things.

Happy 7th monniversary to my les partner. I love you.

2011-11-04T12:10:00.004+08:00

I'm tired of everything.

When someone ask me says what's wrong?

I reply,

'nothing'

But inside I'm screaming

'Everything'

郁可唯《好朋友只是朋友》

2011-10-26T18:29:00.001+08:00

sigh... whole afternoon already...

2011-10-26T14:12:00.002+08:00

Warning, *crying while blogging*.

i really feel like crying...

Can you tell me why?

I am seriously very very weak now.

seriously...

i am so stress now.

stress...

WHY.................!!!

If one day i die... don't ask me why...

because you don't understand me...

2011-10-20T19:36:00.005+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY? No?

Today had my BEO paper. I have confident to pass my paper but I do not have confident to get an A. As I aim for that. Anyway, sorry SP and les partner that I didn't have the time to update my blog. Nowadays my mood can be good and also can be bad. Change easily. Also, this few days happen a lot of things. This month and next month seriously I can go mad already.
So many things to busy with. Busy with what thing? Busy with school works!!! And then my sp damn funny. Buy carrots some more. Bored of doing those things I am doing right now. Project module especially. Do not have Dreamweaver at home. It so irritating when I feel like doing PJT when I do not have that program! Never mind.

In case you people miss me, here is my photo! :P

I shall end my post now. Goodbye readers ♥

2011-10-11T20:03:00.001+08:00

PEEKABOOOOO !

2011-10-07T18:18:00.001+08:00

I don't know why, but somehow i feel that i miss you...

2011-09-28T18:13:00.001+08:00

I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG .

2011-09-27T15:48:00.007+08:00

Audi with laopo

Such a long time never audi with her already. Today went to meet her and had lunch. Funny. I keep lost contact in audi. Because i was doing other thing. She keep on message me and pm me but I don't know. Sorry laopo. Well. I still can't study. Today is a day that I can study but I never! Gosh. Wasted. Never mind. I hope tomorrow I can study until noon then go out! D:

2011-09-26T17:38:00.003+08:00

I really have nothing to do. Beside studying, what else can I do? So now I came here to blog because someone told me to blog as I have nothing to do anyway. Beo ca test on 13 October and yet, I do not have the motivation to study. Don't know why nowadays I feel so lazy. Maybe I had studied too much at the previous time I guess. Well. Heck care. Got to force myself and study right now. If not I will not have enough time left to study already.

2011-09-25T22:19:00.006+08:00

chatting on msn with this guy now. LOL. i keep late reply :x . anyway, ya. my blog is so damn dead. keep never post much. not like last time. but not much viewer anyway. so i think there shouldn't be any problem if i never post uh? haha. changed my blogsong and i love it so much. ♥

today really is a tiring day.

went to punggol and sengkang.

now finally at home can rest. two more outings to go.

wednesday and thursday.

after that, i will keep study and study till school reopen.

was so lazy to study. alright. some photos taken on 220911 below.

It's SP date.

2011-09-21T20:09:00.002+08:00

210911 ; MOVIE WITH SP

Went to watch movie with my sharing partner. Met sp at bedok interchange around 1.30pm and then went Bugis, Iluma to buy movie tickets. After that went to walk wak around at there before going in to cinema. The movie was awesome! It's so funny till keep laugh. Can make my sadness go away. Hehe. After the movie, went to Bedok and walk + chit chat. Then took bus 69 back to Food Palace. On the way, I played wordsearch and bigbig 2. Funny sia. Keep lose. Reach there chat a bit then dismissed sp. Dinner with parents and then home sweet home after that. The end.

2011-09-03T15:44:00.001+08:00

Always and always. I just need some peace. I am trying very hard to study while you keep nagging and nagging. All you do is won't stop. I NEED TO CONCENTRATE! I feel like crying.... seriously......

2011-09-01T22:37:00.003+08:00

Yes, that's right! I am here to blog. And will stop blogging after i end my CA1. It's 1st September 2011 today. I wish all teachers in Singapore a Happy Teachers' Day and Good Luck!

Well. Morning woke up at 5.45am and went to prepare, etc. Met Jannet, my da jie, at Tampines Interchange. Helped her to carry stuffs. Met other classes' class rept and decorate the wall outside the staff room of business block. Went to B04-01 after that. Really very bored during those 1hour 40minutes. Because all was doing their own stuffs. Sorry class for the boring celebration D: . After that, went back to my secondary school and saw a lot of familiar faces. Went to have my lunch with laopo and then went back home study, drama, etc. After that prepared to go for night class. Met Jannet again at the usual place and then ate Mac. Saw someone and then faster went to school. Then around 7+ , SP came and join us. Funny part is Mr J insist to drove us back after his class and we keep say it's troublesome. But he still insisted. Anyway, thanks Mr J. Now I'm home blogging, chatting and watching drama. Actually during the afternoon I am seriously tired. But now? HYPER. Goodnight people. I won't be updating my blog until the end of my CA. Study hard people :)

2011-08-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

Playing MapleStory Adventures on Facebook.

Have been busy doing teachers' day stuffs and i have not much time left to study. omgosh. kill me please. i going to die soon~ beo unit 3 and 4 test on monday yet i still never study but keep tell people to go study. tsk uh me.

2011-08-25T18:29:00.002+08:00

I CAN'T IMAGINE WHAT WILL HAPPEN AFTER NITEC...

(If I can't be able to see you... What should I do...?)

After sharing I felt much better. Now I no need to care so much already. It's really difficult..

Going to start my studies soon.

2011-08-24T19:34:00.003+08:00

Please don't lie to me. Others can. But not you...

I don't know why i do not have anything to write. my mind don't have anything for me to blog. but then, i can post something, about today. nothing much. school as usual. i am late to meet my les partner then i told her to go to school first by herself. after that, i reached interchange, i saw my da jie. bus came and the bus driver told da jie not to board the bus but she just board. then left me at the queue while she already board the bus. then later she alighted from the next stop. thought can sit beside me but end up, she still need to wait till school then can meet me. as my bus full of people already. at school when we going to take the stairs, we saw Mr Jannif holding don't know what thing doing silly things. when walking up to forth floor, we were talking about if we will saw Mr Jannif our CA.. then later when we at forth floor, we smelled his perfume then thought he already on the way to classroom.. but he still at there don't know doing what then gave me and da jie a shock. then lesson lesson all the way till 5pm. something happened. make me thinking... why?

I make a wish just for you.

2011-08-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

School as usual. Starting of the morning, feeling was weird. reached inter, met les partner, saw da jie. she just went to the back and queue straight. then laopo went to ask what happen to her. da jie cried.. sigh. just because of that girl problem, she cried. what the hell is this. hope she don't think of ending her life. as i read her blog.. in class, during beo, when that girl came in! she gave people attitude like we are in the wrong! i don't know what happen to her. but just hate to see this. we didn't do anything right. if you quarrel with who or whatever, don't give us attitude la. like we owe you something. -.-

POA lesson, she can at there laugh and smile happily. what the hell...

i don't want to care about that already alright. that is really ANNOYING. sua la. you want to break this friendship just say. we don't give a damn already. seriously. i don't know what to say about you.

After lesson, went to cafe1 eat. then decided to go home. but then my sp said he still in school study then i go back school find him study. end up chatting. but did studied.

after that went home. dismissed him.

today is a tiring day..

2011-08-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

Better know me before saying me.

You should know who I am.

My life contains different emotions.

2011-08-15T19:40:00.001+08:00

i don't understand you, really don't.

this post will be uploading my old photos now...

2011-08-14T16:53:00.002+08:00

Happy 4th month anniversary to my les partner. haha. the photo on top is my les partner edit de. beautiful right? thanks a lot to her~ lastly, love her. <3
library duty, i have nothing better to do, so i stamped it on a paper :x .
me with les partner.
yesterday went out to pasir ris, met amy and took mrt to bugis and find da jie. joke around and also went there to find heels. after bugis, we went to tampines giant and see clothes.

doraemon :) les partner fav.

dumplings.

2011-08-09T17:13:00.002+08:00

Blog photos = blog something right?

Anyway, so angry with what i had done. The file keep corrupted when i finish doing the poa. :( sad..

2011-08-07T18:21:00.001+08:00

LAOPO ♥

2011-08-07T18:08:00.005+08:00

Just for laugh.

went to study and do my PJT with laopo today.

it is a long time since we meet out.

2011-08-06T12:14:00.001+08:00

at White Sands Mac, doing POA now with les partner, da jie and pohleng. hahaha..

2011-08-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

Busying with PROJECTS.

2011-07-29T18:26:00.002+08:00

It's been 6 days since i last blog .

today school was normal .
Mr Pek will be leaving ite today and won't be able to see him again...

Gave him a hug ! Miss you , mr pek .

after care session , went to stadium for sw lesson .

support the running competition and then went to eat our lunch after that .

after our lunch , went to library and put our bag .

and then went to staff room and put attendance file then head back to library again .

i gave attitude to huai ren...want know who, sms me.

then later continue do duty .

done book wrapping today .

had a good time today anyway :)

but very tired .

got to go out for dinner now .

won't be blogging till i am free :)

TAKE CARE PEOPLE <3 loveyou .

2011-07-24T14:02:00.002+08:00

hello hello. gen here. haha. alright. just uploaded pikachu pictures. all those are what i have. lazy to blog but i have to. end here. BYEBYE.

2011-07-19T20:25:00.011+08:00

HAPPY BELATED TO YOU , T.POHLENG :)

Today celebrated pohleng belated birthday :) gave her a surprise by giving her a birthday cake! But this is after our walk in the National Museum which gave me a huge back and leg pain now. Happened a lot of things today. Keep joke around. Especially took a photo with mr jannif, his expression is like damn funny. We keep laugh and laugh when we saw the photo. But did enjoyed ourselves :)

After you cry , remember why did you cried .

2011-07-18T20:26:00.004+08:00

This photo was made by photoshop. I know it's ugly but too bad . I no talent on it . hahaha ! currently watching drama now and messaging people . yawn . today really is a tiring day . tomorrow after BEO lesson need to go to national museum . after that , need to go home by THERE . what the hell ~ ah . never mind . end here . byes ~

2011-07-17T14:33:00.002+08:00

Beginning and ending .

I hope you understand what I meant .

Alright . Today I will be busy writing notes and watching drama .

Tomorrow it’s school day again .

Yay .

Can get to see my les partner , da jie and her compli partner already J

Yesterday went to Sengkang and visit the places there .

Reach home around 11pm already .

Do some facebook-ing and smsing .

After that went to bath , dry my hair and off to bed at 3am plus .

Yesterday my mood very weird .

Thinking whether is it I listened too much slow songs already , hahah .

Alright , I finding things to post but can’t manage to type out anything .

So I shall end here .

Stay tune ya J

2011-07-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

I REALLY TIRED .

2011-07-16T12:09:00.003+08:00

Thank you very much my les partner ! bought this sticker to me ! heheh . love her lover her <3 !!

gonna read what teacher had taught on monday to friday today . BYES .