I may smile and be nice to you. But I could also fake a smile to you.
Yes, I'm an ordinary girl but I do what I like and don't care what others might say.
People come and go. So I have to let go of this.
Not forgetting how I love pikachu so much! Their ear just look like a bunny and the two red cheeks make pikachu so adorable! To be honest, I don't watch Pokemon show. I just love it when I come across this cute yellow thing. I admit I can't leave without them when I sleep.
Unofficially Graduated from Uni
♥ Thursday, August 29, 2019 @ 8/29/2019 06:28:00 PM
"There is no way for you to step into the future
when you don't move."
Finally and suprisingly, 我可以毕业了!
Jobless now. Still the girl who can't get out of her comfort zone. Afraid to hit the 'apply' button for jobs and I felt useless. I need to change, I need to change. Change to be better. Mind think this way but my heart just couldn't do it.
♥ @ 8/29/2019 05:08:00 PM
I actually miss your pleasant. Your message, your pictures/photos. Our chats.
& I know I shouldn't. But I can't stop.
No longer the same as we used to anymore.
Online still remains online? Not anymore.
08/12
I love you, Granny.
♥ Wednesday, April 5, 2017 @ 4/05/2017 07:39:00 PM
30 Nov 2016 ; 8:36pm
The day when my waipo has left us... It felt so torturing after I knew that you will not make it that night. I thought I could visit you more often after my projects and class tests but, it's too late. Do you know how I felt that period of time? Wanted to visit you but in the middle of busy period. I almost failed my class test as I couldn't concentrate or pay attention during class. My mind wasn't there. People took one day to finish their report and I took one hour to finish it. 30 Nov when you left me, my mum and everyone, my heart cried, my mind stopped. The feeling is unbearable pain. It is more painful that I didn't see you for the last time...just to deal with my projects and tests... It is more painful that you didn't wait for me to say goodbye to you when you took your last breath. It always crossed my mind that I couldn't see you for the last time. Granny, I hope you rest in peace up there. Although it had passed 4 months+ but my mum still can't get over you. I still thought of you some of the time too. Even though I could't bid the last goodbye to you but I know you will remember us and we will always remember you. I love you, granny.
2nd stopover, MSC
♥ Sunday, April 24, 2016 @ 4/24/2016 02:58:00 AM
Second stopover, MSC
♥
Its just 3 days, and I felt terribly tired due to the work stressing me and killing me. But I guess I am not adapting it yet, this is why I have so much pressure now. You know what? HAHA, my weirdo crazy birb is in the same team as me! We are "colleague" now, and we complained a lot when we couldn't take it! About 6 more weeks to spend with her now ♥ You know who you are. Thanks for covering us okaaay, much love to you for helping us! & hopefully, you could take more ahem pictures during your housekeeping, games, activities and so on. HAHA.
OPS roles split into 3. Admin, marketing and finance. And also, there are 2 Inventory Management (IM) too in the room. OPS aren't easy okay, for your information. People kept saying that it is an easy job. Well, you try first. Don't say until it is really so easy. People who know me well should know that each day, I will go washroom for "hundred" times, but now, I only went once either before or after work. Now you should know how busy I am, we are. First 2 weeks may be harder for us, but all I hope was to have a better grade for TEP, and intern in the future. All the best! ♥
Updating BRC first stopover photo! ♥
Still be able to see them while working at my second stopover!
Last week in BRC
♥ Tuesday, April 12, 2016 @ 4/12/2016 03:17:00 PM
It's the last week in BRC...
Feeling happy and sad at the same time. Happy because I finally finish my individual report and done with my presentation! Felt sad at the same time because I will not meet them in the future working as the same team. This 7 weeks is is new to me, being able to experience new things. Shh, even getting angry with some stuff.
Shall I end off with group photos? :)
Actually, missing out one guy in this picture.
Goodbye
P.S.Pray real hard to get into same centre as my weirdo crazy birb. Even though she is crazy, acting cute (where she always say she is alr cute, ok can) haha, but still yes! Let's jiayou more! Glad to meet u as a friend. ♥
Granny, are you alright?
♥ Thursday, April 7, 2016 @ 4/07/2016 09:15:00 PM
Granny - on the left
This two pictures should be the first time i took selfie with you... Felt so depressed after hearing the news... Granny, I really hope you will recover soon. To the times when we will have dinner together, enjoy together and take fun photos together... I can't remember when have you started to became weak... Just last year in June, in this 2 pictures, you came to our house for the housewarming. That was the time you started to slim down... Slowly, you became weaker and weaker... You are really brave and courageous, took care of the 10 children including my mum. I used to make many birthday and mothers' day cards to you and also told you that I will earn a lot of money and buy you food as well as bring you out to play. Praying so hard to allow you recover. Hope there is a miracle.
- feeling sad
1st stopover TEP
♥ Sunday, April 3, 2016 @ 4/03/2016 08:20:00 PM
说长不长,说短不短。
Two more weeks and my first stopover at Business Research Center will be over soon. If you are the frequent reader of mine, you should know that I am so afraid of working in the industry. Although this TEP is to prepare myself and to improve myself, I can tell you that I have no confidence on me. I'm still not ready for workforce! Internship is about to start after the second stopover at the Marketing Service Center which will be around June. Been trying so hard to improve my English and catch up with many things but I still feel that I am not good enough. This first stopover has taught me a few things. Things like learning new things from new people, approaching people to do survey, checking documents as many times as possible to prevent mistakes spotted again and to have a proper time management in order to finish the projects in hand on time.
I'm glad that I am in the right team and meet these people. Boredom can be killed by playing hide and seek at block D1 can be really fun and also tricky hangman played in class since our supervisor is not around at that moment. But of course, we do our respective work as well even the supervisor is not around. We managed to finish our project as fast as we could to focus on our own individual project. During lunch, we also ordered fast food such as KFC and Mac just because school food is boring. Well, that's my first stopover at TEP. How's yours?